
We cant believe that its been 2 months since the passing of our beloved Gjay due to that tragic event in Pasadena, California. As Mommy Chi had written in her blog, the family especially daddy peew and mommy chi , alex and everyone misses him so much.
But no matter how hard we want to bring time back, we cant do anything and cant change what happened. What we can try to do is understand why such a thing happened. Was it really preset by faith that Gjay and the family will have this have this experience? Could we have done something differently which could have changed things and have Gjay with us still. Maybe yes and maybe not!. And maybe, Gjay really just had 7 wonderful year for his life for being such a good and loving kid.
As we try to understand thing, I know for a fact that Gjay has been one good kid. He never forgot to say hi to GOD and say prayer everyday. He had always loved everyone especially GOD, his family and everyone else. At such a young age, He had learned love unconditionally and share Godly love to us. Amazing as it seems, he had shown and given us real love and what it means to love and be loved. That’s why it is no surprise that he had been called out of this mortal life and share this love in God’s Kingdom.
Now, how can we relate to gjay’s life and apply the same to our own. We now wonder what our life’s purpose is. Are we suppose to worry about working day in and day out then await for our rewards. Are we supposed to work to buy our life long dream house, car and other material rewards. It does seem that it’s a never ending quest for material success. After every dream item or rewards we have. We always seem to pick up on a new material desire. But, does everything we own and have really matter. Do we have that satisfaction and real joy and pleasure out of these material things.
Gjay for one never had much of those material things. The only real thing he had and he valued so much was his love for God and everyone else. Thus, it seems that no material item is important gor Gjay except for this love of GOD and family. We then ask ourselves how come this 7 year old kid managed to find this kind of love and why haven’t we.
Is it really that all our life, we have been living for the wrong reasons. Are we too blinded to see that the main purpose of our existing is having God’s love and sharing it. We all claim that: yes we are all devote catholics/ Christians, yes and we all religiously go to church, yes and we all pray everyday, yes and we donate and reach out to the less fortunate. But the question, are we sincere in the things we do. Have we really loved GOD as he had loved us. Do we love our family as we should and are we sincere is our church visit and helping the poor. Remember, we can not cheat ourselves and especially GOD. What’s funny is that sometimes, it takes a tragic moment for us to realize what we should be doing ever since regardless whether we are a young kid, young professional, maturing adult. We are all Christians, brothers and sisters in Christ. We were born from God’s love, we should be living and sharing this love and we will pass under this love.
May we all live for Christ and God and that we share this love with our loved ones, families , friends and our community.



